Do you know that feeling when you’re not completely you and you screw stuff up?
I have to say that at this point I’m pretty aware of my emotional stupidity and I can’t help it yet. I’m doing my best but sometimes you have just too many wounds to heal and scars that still hurt when touched. After you realise your Significant Other gets hurt too because you have an emotional handicap it becomes a struggle. You start thinking about everything you do or say and still fail to make them happy. Then, the sad morning comes and you realise that you were borrowing happiness from the future.
Do you know that feeling when you’re doing your best and it’s not enough?
Because I do. Sadly, the man I’m with deserves pretty much everything and all I can give to him is next to nothing. All I can do is offer a broken love and an almost healed heart. And doing stupid stuff won’t help either. I can only hope he’ll accept that and give me time to reach my best.
So, I’m raising my coffee cup for this sad morning.
P.S.: Drawings will come soon, or so I hope.
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I am sorry things are so hard right now. I hope the sadness lifts and you find answers.
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I more than know how you feel. I work so hard and never get anywhere. I have too much on my plate. Too much for one person. I would say it gets better but I’m not that all optimistic today. Hope it does for you.
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I raise my coffee cup with you. To a sad morning and the hope of happier ones in the future.
-David
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